Posted by Anonymous on 2012/07/14 under Uncategorized Im sorry im not what you wanted for a daughter. I complain to much and i know it. You think i stopped cutting but really, i havent; im just good at hiding it. I lied. I said i never puked on purpose, but i have. And Ms.ewen was right, i watch what i eat. I dont want to eat over 600 calories a day. Your always saying i need help, but you wont get it for me! I know i do, i dont want to stop, it helps, but i’ll go. I need someone to talk to. I dont like talking to you or anybody about my problems besides Brandon Queen. Im sorry i never told you i was sexually abused by your nephew. I was afraid you wouldnt believe me. Its one of the many reasons i self harmed. I wish i could tell all this to you, but i cant. I refuse to go to Angola this year. You’ll regret it if you make me, trust me. You ask if im depressed and of course im gonna lie, but if you truly knew me, you’d know already. I wanna die. I cant talk about my problems, if i do, i cry. One of the worst things you ever said to me was saying i cut for attention; cause thats a huge lie. I kept it a secret for 2 years! Then i told some friends cause i just wanted someone to actaully carea about me. Dad.. i cant stand him. I serisouly cant. When he said “those arent real cuts, wanna see real cuts?” And got his knife out, you dont know how bad i wanted to cut his throat. I hope Mitchell can live up to your expectations and not follow down the same road as me. I feel as if i can never do anything cause we never have the money. I dont have ANY real friends, serisouly they all talk about me. One of the reasons i refuse to go to Angola. I want a new start. I want help </3
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i feel the same way all the time. no on in my family gets it. i try to live up to everyone expectation but im only one person. i get bullied at home more than at school. i cant be perfect. i know how you feel. no, im not just saying that to make you feel better, i actually know how you feel. today i started cutting. and today i told myself as long as i dont trust anyone no one can hurt me. i need help too